This week is the final weekend of February 2013. How time flies and it felt just like yesterday I attended a wedding, flew to Indonesia, finished reading a book and being detached.....
One week ago, I wrote an entry about how bad I am missing my friends.
I admired how some of them already bought their own house, and believe it or not, in just a week, I make a bold decision to buy my own property.
Two weeks ago, I went to Indonesia, buy myself a book for February reading, and to my surprise, I managed to finished reading it in less than a week.
"I thought there was an arrangement being made and apparently I was wrong and it can't be proceeded. It disturb me so much but I choose to remain silent as long as I can handle it."
I just got to know that Mama has a thyroid and I should concentrate on her now. My sister is actively involve in business and I should support her. As for myself, I will get myslef busy with work and put all effort in everything that I should focus now.
Thanks February for the heartache and the blessed.
I disconnect myself from social network.. Totally..
Name it, Facebook, Twitter, every social media I have, I tend to deactivate it,.
But just now, I feel like I am missing all my girlfriends so much..
Be it my friends from primary school, elementary school, high school or Uni school.. All of them, and I started to recall memories.. (' '.) and I wanted to know their updates, so I activate back my Facebook..
Glad to see they are still active in Facebooking :) some of them are already married. I wasn't invited to their wedding, but it's okay cos I understand. In current world, where everything is connected through technology, I don't blame them if I get left out. I should blame myself for keeping me away from having at least 1 social network to be connected to the world.
Well, I have blogger account, but, this doesn't count, cos, this is more like my online diary ;)
Anyway, back to my friends, some of them are already pregnant and is due anytime soon. Wow, I can't believe when back then we were chatting and discussing about having baby and guessing who will get baby first, and now, most of my good friends are mommies to be. Honestly, deeply inside my heart, I am happy for them :)
Some of them are still enjoying single life.. There are friends who are very career oriented. They love their job so much, and, yeah, I do wonder how much they get paid for their enthusiasm.. There are friends who travel a lot, to Europe and Mediterranean, hmm, how much do they need to spent to have that experience.??? There are friends who already bought a house.. There are friends who drove big car.. There are friends who like to eat at expensive places..
Checking their lifestyle, really makes me feel humble. Yup, and if you ask me why do I deactivate my social network, simply because, I feel very humble. It makes me compare things, what they have and I don't have. So, I prefer not to have any social media to avoid that "feelings" ^__^
Anyway, my friends, if you miss me and want to get in touch with me, just ping me on my mobile. I never change my number. Since high school..